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Candid sharings and musings from back earlier in 2026. - From January 2026.
I was very lost, in a foreign country, unable to leave, unable to work, completely isolated from my support systems, out of my regular routine. Attempting to juggle so many different broken plates all at the same time - everything from personal health issues, to family issues, career limitations, legal limitations and restrictions on being able to work, financial issues and challenges, getting married on 2 weeks notice, technological issues, a dead rat in our kitchen for 8 weeks, living on a highway which absolutely wrecked our nervous systems, depression etc.
(I'll share a vlog about this time soon, but for now, here is the thought and emotional processes I was relying on to get me through this hard time.
It all felt like it was happening all at once and It was so overwhelming and not at all what I thought life should look like or feel like. And yet, it was an initiation. It was an invitation from GOD.
For me to endure and to sit with and learn to be with what is alive in the present moment.
Sharing just to keep it real!
I am in a much better place now btw haha :) But earlier this year, I was not doing well.
Love and light,
Sjana x
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