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Hi everyone. I have felt that I am a bad person lately, with no guilty conscience. I am 19 but I feel as if I am 40. Maybe that is because I have already tried almost everything in my life though my parents tried to bring me up in a proper way.
I have lost touch almost with everyone who I was communicating with, since time has shown I’m headed the other way. For example, I don’t keep in touch with my close friend any more, though we went through many things together. Moreover, it doesn’t bother me much. Now I have some people to communicate with but neither of them is close enough to have a heart-to-heart. I am just lost. Being abroad, I understand that I am a foreigner even in my native country. There is no place where I want to be, no one understands me. I’ve had this situation since my childhood. I haven’t been welcomed anywhere.