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hi hello hehe so uh,, guess whos alright again?
a week ago, i posted a video about me going on hiatus and things about me not going back and looking back at it now feels... weird. i don't know what got into me, probably because i felt so pressured to upload at least once a week that's why i'm rushing my edits resulting to me not getting satisfied with them. suddenly, editing felt toxic. and i thought about it for a week, i told myself that i should just edit whenever i feel like editing and not because i feel required to do so.
editing is my hobby and it shouldn't feel like a job but gaining subscribers and views, i felt pressured to live up to everyone else's standards and i wanted to stay active and post videos all the time but i guess that doesn't really work for me. it works for some other people but not for me.
yes, i'm back but i'm not going to be as active as before because i don't want to feel that way again. and also thank you to the people who said they're going to wait for me aha it isn't very long. i just needed time to unwind my mind.
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twitter | @jungkoohks
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