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Olivia Penalva - Spiderwebs (Live)
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Directed By: Olivia Penalva
Produced By: Olivia Penalva
Videographer & Editor: Lee Watkins
Music Director: Brayson Wong
Project Support: Lemmon Entertainment
Performed By:
Vocals: Olivia Penalva
Bass: Brayson Wong
Guitar: Michael Kragelj
Drums: Trent Otter
Piano: Max Zipursky
Violin: Dana Wenzel
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Lyrics:
When I get lonely I get stupid
Bottle my feelings then I use them
To get drunk
To get blurry
So I don’t miss the way you hurt me
When I get lonely I get angry
How’d I let somebody change me?
Mess me up
Call me crazy
Making me love you ‘til I hate me
It ain’t easy being honest with myself no not at all
All these lies I spin like spiderwebs I’m pinned against the wall
But the truth is I
Lost my mind
Change my hair
And I changed my size
So I could fit
Into all your needs
I made you my identity
Never thought loving you
Meant losing me
Saying my friendships were unhealthy
Till I had no one else to help me
Cut me off
Cut me open
So you could fix someone that’s broken
I was strong
You were weak
Now you’re holding it against me
Put you back
On your feet
Fed your ego I went hungry
It ain’t easy being honest with myself no not at all
All these lies I spin like spiderwebs I’m pinned against the wall
But the truth is I
Lost my mind
Change my hair
And I changed my size
So I could fit
Into all your needs
I made you my identity
Never thought loving you
Meant losing me
The truth is I
Lost my mind
I miss my hair
And I miss my eyes
The way they were
Before these tears
Who am I without you here
It ain’t easy being honest with myself no not at all
All these lies I spin like spiderwebs I’m pinned against the wall
But the truth is I
Lost my mind
Change my hair
And I changed my size
So I could fit
Into all your needs
I made you my identity
Never thought loving you
Meant losing me
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