Description
Chapter 5 of "COSPLAY", the Nerdcore Music Video Album
Out on all digital stores/streaming sites: https://fanlink.tv/wMJV
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Ben Schuller:
https://instagram.com/HeyBenSchuller
https://twitter.com/HeyBenSchuller
https://www.tiktok.com/@heybenschuller
Cam Steady:
https://www.youtube.com/@CamSteady
https://www.instagram.com/thecamsteady
https://twitter.com/thecamsteady
https://www.tiktok.com/@thecamsteady
// CREDITS //
Audio:
Written by Ben Schuller and Cam Steady
Produced by Daniel Oknes
Mixed/Mastered by Johnald
Video:
Directed and Edited by Ben Schuller
Producer/Assistant Director: Chris Sowatsky
Director of Photography: Wingman Visuals
Production Manager: Eryn Cooper
Colorist: Jimmy Cadenas
Closed Captions: Zetê
Story/Concept: Ben Schuller and Chris Sowatsky
Cast:
Johnald, McGwire, Ham Sandwich, Geno Five, ASTRSK*, Sam Sky, Connor Wiggers
Appearances from:
The Stupendium, Jack from NerdOut, NemRaps, Rockit Music, Ghostlike, Skull and Pat from Jt Music, Chi-Chi, GameboyJones, Connor Quest!, Kadesh Flow, Freshy Kanal, Callon B, AfroLegacy, Dean, TyWeZee, Omeg@ Redd, Callie Mae, ThatAmethystWitch, Silver Ranch, YellowBladeMusic, Mack on the Beat, Tahu, Wulf Boi, Stargirl, IAMCHRISCRAIG, Rhyce Records, Logan Pettipas, JacSakura, Pe$o Pete, Red Rob, swizkii, Girthquake, ZaynaKitty, Genesis, OtakuZach, Milo Kobayashi, Jack Ellis, Snugggets, Michael Stark, Phidel, DatingDaysDruid, Mike Drop, Atomic Fear, Skywarped33, Joshuagrapher, lovsock, Brandon Field, Kn!ghtstarNC, Squiggstheduck, Siix, Herearesomewords, Wonder2004, Dark_Trainer_Night Daze, Dax Velocity Music, MegaMal, Gurpy Colors, Voxnee, CreepinGaming, Crimson Ruby, Jessa, Cheesecake_EXE, B-Lo, Jackson Willey, Rytchiee
Lyrics:
(Looking towards the future as I’m living in the past)
(Wishing for forgiveness, never sorry for the acts)
You said that you just wanna know the truth
But I don't think I'm ready
The weight's already heavy enough
We’re all inside the prison that we choose
I hoped you’d understand it
But you don’t see the damage
When one is split in two
Split
Split
Split me right down the middle
Split
Split
Split me right down the middle
This migraine gonna split my brain
Tell em If I fade blow a kiss my way
As I roll downtown with the windows up
Hope I don’t come down from the hill I’m up
When the pills get popped and my head inflates
Think I can’t be stopped in my resting place
In the dusk I stand, In the dawn I’m dead
Humble man with a god complex
Give no damns but I got this stress
My rock bottom’s my top I guess
And I don’t think I loved that woman that I said I love you to
I don’t know which one of me she means when she said love you two
Mirrors keep possessing me but which of me’s obsessed with who?
If self belief is leaving me then why would I put trust in you?
You said that you just wanna know the truth
Split (cutting me)
Split (gutting me)
Split me right down the middle
Split (splitting me)
Split (killing me)
Split me right down the middle
Tight rope dragging me away until I slip
Cracked black mirrors laughing back until I quit they know I’m
Split (cutting me)
Split (gutting me)
Split me right down the middle
I said I’d give you all of me
Nothing ever comes for free, I pray I overpaid the fee
But I’ve been tearing at the seams
Rip me down the spine this is the story that you’ll never read
I said I’d give you all i had
Empty out the tank I’m finding sanity in going mad
Oh I tried, oh i tried
But i don't even know who i am
Split (cutting me)
Split (gutting me)
Split me right down the middle
Split (splitting me)
Split (killing me)
Split me right down the middle
Tight rope dragging me away until I slip
Cracked black mirrors laughing back until I quit they know I’m
Split (cutting me)
Split (gutting me)
Split me right down the middle
Made me feel alive until you took my breath away
loved to hear the stories of the shit I shouldn’t say and now I’m
Split (splitting me)
Split (killing me)
Split me right down the middle
(Looking towards the future as I’m living in the past)
(Wishing for forgiveness, never sorry for the acts)