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27 minute mile in my metas. woot woot. I really am just very slow when it comes to the walking / running sector. people be finishing 5ks in the same time or less. it is on an incline tho. I think it's cause I think it's easier to hyper extend my knees on it and sometimes I feel really weird when I'm done if I walk too long on there but every time lately I've been going outside strangers have been talking to me so it's really weirding me out. more attention than I usually get. the other day in my gwar shirt a guy comes up to me and starts singing chappel roans pink pony club but gwars version I swear to god he was raving about it. like I've posted, it feels very Truman show ish. or inception. the amount of delivery people inside my building that have been talking to me is strange too. especially after I was leaving the pool and they can't find the elevator and I know the one lady was up there for like 45 minutes before she asked me but only when I was leaving to go home following me. it's odd. something about those 3 interactions specifically feel different.
just a lil public log just in case. jera you should be posting more of your music stuff so people can find you. yeah I don't know that the music industry is all that safe a place for me. I know I would tell people to be more careful because those mean comments or the ones that miss the point of your video, if you're getting them will continue for years if you keep going. you have to learn how to ignore so much. people have been acting all sorts of crazy since I started making music. the amount of people that copy me is nuts one day I'll post all the things and it's not the we were picking from the ideas at the same time and it's coincidence, it's the I did it years before and you've never credited me once.... just saying. I know my energy, it's very potent, very distinct, so I know when I see it outside of myself.... and I have zero desire for any of the awards. the titles the slots etc. no sweat off my back. y'all make music for those reasons. I do not. we are not the same. motivated by very different things in life. in a world where everyone is starting to look the same I'd rather stick to my lil cozy part of the universe where my music is the soundtrack to my life.my little infinite playlist. and maybe they help some people too. xoxo -sav