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I’m a month out from hip replacement and starting the week totally burnt. The last few months on the go have come to a slow down and home for a week to recover before leaving for Morocco.
This anger has been under lying a long time. I’m proud how I have kept this from bleeding on those people around me because I don’t know how to manage it.
I’m happy to know the tools I have developed over the last 7 years have made this time better.
I avoid the frustration by pouring all my attention into my work, this channel, and writing as some escape and I know no one can tell me it’s in healthy though often times it is. Distraction is still distraction even though it’s very productive.
I’m hopeful for the coming changes and figuring out the next steps in healing post replacement.