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Written/Produced/Composed by LWDGNG
I knew the signs in my own dumb face
Jaw locked up, hands in the wrong place
took the pills in the drawer I don’t use
those put the thoughts in the rear-view
One breath in, one breath out
Window cracked, let the stale air out
Sink full of dishes, trash by the door
I’ve been here before, been here before
Self-harm on a Tuesday, I almost went there
Three bad thoughts and a hand in the snare
Stayed in the room while the panic rode through
Hidden from the sun where the shadows don't move
Self-harm on a Tuesday, I heard it call me
Old habits talk like they know me
One wrong step and I’d disappear
So I stayed in the frame and stayed right here
Seen too many nights get swallowed by a minute
two hundred milligrams and I’m right back in it
So I keep my gun by the hole in the wall
No dark little ritual, no last call
Corner store run, I’m back with lunch
Cold air on my face till the worst parts numb
pause just to eat cuz the thoughts go down
Just to watch me finish and come back loud
Blue TV glow on the wall too plain
Tuesday drags, but it don't stall pain
If you hear me getting quiet don't check on me
Maybe It's my time, maybe I'm set free
Stay through, no script, no show
Just a slow little burn when I feel that low
Front to back, then I cut that thought
guess I won't have to make that call
Self-harm on a Tuesday, I almost went there
Three bad thoughts and a hand in the snare
Stayed in the room while the panic ride through
Hidden from the sun where the shadows don't move
Self-harm on a Tuesday, I heard it call me
Old habits talk like they know me
One wrong step and I’d disappear
So I stayed in the frame and stayed right here
Self-harm on a Tuesday, I caught myself runnin
Still here on the next one, still working on it
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