#6 A Door Opens
Video | 1 months ago
After months of loss, rehab, and life in a halfway house, something finally changed. In January 2023, I was hired as a counselor at The Peacemaker Center—a Christian counseling center less than a mile from where my wife had gone. It was the first good thing...
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Will She Call?
Short | 1 months ago
A Counselor told me in September, "If she contacts you by or around Christmas....she's coming back! (but if Christmas comes and go and you still dont hear from her....she is GONE.) Now it's Christas Eve 2022....I can't wait for her to call me ...surely she ...
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#5 Christmas Scream
Video | 1 months ago
A counselor I respected told me that if my wife didn't contact me by Christmas, she was gone. That morning, the silence was deafening. In this episode, I share one of the darkest moments of my journey—the first Christmas I spent alone, waiting for her to ca...
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I'm Done
Short | 1 months ago
You are not alone. If you or someone you know is having a hard time, talk to somebody today. Call or SMS: 988. Official website: 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline (https://988lifeline.org). Free · Confidential · Hours: Available 24 hours.
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#4 Descent Into Darkness
Review | 1 months ago
FREE PDF: When Being “Strong” Isn’t Enough (What Shock Physically Does to a Man’s Brain and Body) https://drive.google.com/file/d/1o5B33iL4NwtFcAktS2R32NyhxM8mbova/view?usp=sharing After my first face to face encounter with her after six months, my thoughts...
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Will She Forgive?
Podcast | 1 months ago
The search led me here, but now I’m faced with a choice I never expected. Finding her was only the beginning—the real question is, what happens next? 🌊 See the moment it all started and how we got here in Episode #3. Watch the full story: Episode #3 Shoppi...
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#3 I Found Her
Video | 1 months ago
This video captures the first time we came face to face after her disappearance. After my wife disappeared without warning, I became frantic and left the boat and entered a rehab up the Chesapeake Bay. Then, when i was done my 30-day alcohol treatment, as I...
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The Moment I Lost It All
Podcast | 2 months ago
Everything changed in an instant. This is a first look at the rawest moment of our journey yet—the point where it all felt like it was slipping away. Watch the full story of what happened and how I'm trying to move forward in Episode #2: 'I Broke'—available...
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Blindsided!
Short | 2 months ago
▶Watch #1 What Happened?
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#2 SHE LEFT. I BROKE.
Video | 2 months ago
After she left, my life fell apart quickly. This is the second video in my Starting Over series, and it begins to explain what happened after she walked away. At that time, I was still in denial. I was still married. Somewhere inside me, I believed that sur...
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Starting Over | Sailing Nervous Returns
Video | 2 months ago
I lost everything at 65. Now I am starting over. Sailing Nervous began as the story of a lifelong dream: leaving ordinary life behind, living aboard a sailboat, and chasing the horizon. Then the channel went silent. For more than four years, the journey dis...
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#1 What Really Happened?
Video | 2 months ago
**For years, Sailing Nervous looked like one kind of story from the outside. But behind the scenes, something was changing.** **This is the first chapter of what really happened — the part I never fully shared, and the beginning of the road that eventually ...
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