an explanation & another goodbye
This video talks about mental health and harm. If that’s not your cup of tea, apologies.
Couple other things:
To my friends, I feel as though I let you down. I can be snappy, distant, and not express my feelings as much as I would like. I think that my lifestyle is not conducive to maintaining healthy relationships, but ultimately, that is also not fault but my own. Also, throughout my journey with belonging and my mental health I’ve put a handful of people in unfair positions, and I apologize for that. On the twelve tribes video: I’ve just done a lot of reflecting on what my channel is. It was always supposed to be a fun and whimsical place. I think I definitely missed the mark on this video. I feel wrong? Despite knowing it has integrity, I still never addressed the video upon uploading it. To touch on the furry situation one final time. I recorded people, with them knowing, cuddling in a hotel room. The pretense of me doing that as well as uploading it was very wrong. Think about it a lot. Deeply regrettable. A lot of bad actors sell it for a lot worse than it was, but that’s my burden to bear. It’s ultimately my fault, and I own up to that. To all the people (you know who you are) who have used my teaching, compassion, and those around me for selfish, manipulative, and personal gain: I sincerely hope you look within yourself and question the purpose of what you are doing. I believe the world, overall, to be filled with good people, and I do appreciate an occasional reminder that bad people do exist.
To everybody else, continue to spend time with people you love and work hard to make the world a place you'd like to see.
Again, I am not disappearing from the internet, just done being Anthpo. I'm appearing in a different ways. Undercover, removed, and also on @BunchofFriendsYT with people I love.
Also, in my “Hello” video I said I would do whatever the top comment said. It wasn’t funny or interesting…kind just...whatever? So Im just not doing it. Sorry, I have better bits to commit to.
I really like this book too: https://www.amazon.com/Your-Head-Houseboat-Chaotic-Clarity/dp/1743797494
Finally, I do a lot of work with politicians/causes I believe in. If you have something worth fighting for, shoot me an email. Worst case, I might be able to connect you somewhere meaningful.